I don’t want to care again. I want to have fun, and meet a nice guy and all that, but I never want to have to give my all to someone again. Is that possible, can I be happy with my guard up?
Sitting back and reflecting on a lot of my repressed memories has taken me to a dark place.
There are times where I miss certain people soooo freaking much. Times where they’re the only person who will understand, I hate that.
I plan to drink so much this weekend that I have to refer to pictures to recall the activities we partake in.